xxreignxofxfirexx's Journals on Buzznet http://xxreignxofxfirexx.buzznet.com/user/journal/ en-us <![CDATA[Guess what!!!!!!!!!!!]]> http://xxreignxofxfirexx.buzznet.com/user/journal/1445581/guess-what/ It was all a lie. This is Britney, Tristains fiance. Tristain isn't dead. When his comp. Crashed some one hacked his account. He gave me his password so I could post this. He is alive and well. he isn't even that depressed anymore. So yeah byez

]]> Buzznet xxreignxofxfirexx 2007-12-08T22:41:00Z <![CDATA[The Long Ass Survey]]> http://xxreignxofxfirexx.buzznet.com/user/journal/141958/long-ass-survey/ The Good, The Bad, and the Ugly! - A Survey of Your Life * So Basically... * Name?: Tristain Age?: 16 Sex?: Male Birth Date?: December 20, 1990 Hair Color?: Black Eye Color?: Blue-Green Height?: 6'3 in a half Weight?: 360 Body Type?: Fit-Built Piercings?: Yes-10 Tattoos?: yes-10 What are you wearing right now?: Tight jeans & a hoodie Hair style at the moment?: Emo hair * Favorites * Soda?: Orange Food?: Lasanga Drink?: Sprite Alcoholic Drink?: Fu-ki Time of day?: 2:30 pm Season?: Summer Day of the week?: Friday Song at the moment?: The Take's Over, The Break's Over Band/Artist?: Fall Out Boy Book?: Harry Potter Subject in school?: Science Place in the USA?: New York Place outside the USA?: Katowice, Poland Color?: Black Style of clothes?: Emo Store?: Hottopic Mall?: Green Acres City?: Manhattan Website?: Buzznet Magazine?: I don't read them Kind of pet?: Kitties * Worst * Place to be?: Hell Class in school?: Math Time of dayr?: 7:00 am Season?: Winter Kind of pet?: Dogs Drink?: Diets Food?: Onions Mall?: Home Depot Store?: Home Depot Style of clothes?: Preppy Celebrity?: Linsday Lohan Color?: Brown Book?: Ramona Quimby Type of music?: Preppy Website?: MySpace Magazine?: I don't know * Daily Life * When do you get up?: Say "Jake" What is your first thought?: Fucking Jake What do you do first?: Brush teeth What's your usual outfit?: Emo What's the first class of the day?: I don't school When does school end?: 2:30 pm Do you see your friends?: Yes What do you do when you get home?: Lay down What time do you go to bed?: Anytime I wanna sleep * Do you...*: Yes Brush your teeth daily?: In the mornings only Brush your hair daily?: Yes Shower daily?: Yeah Sing?: Yeah Dance?: Not so often Party?: Sure Get drunk?: Yes Have sex?: Yes Read books?: No Listening to music a lot?: Yes Read magazines?: No Go online a lot?: Not usually Stay on AIM all day even with an away message?: No Have a religion?: Yes Have an IPod?: Yes Want an IPod?: Yes Have a Girlfriend/Boyfriend?: Yes both Play an instrument?: Yes Get sick a lot?: Yes Watch TV?: Not much Like MTV?: Yeah Like VH1?: Ummm not really Like the History Channel?: Not much Have Digital Cable?: Yes Have more than 500 channels on your TV?: No Listen to the radio?: Not really Still use your CD player?: No Stalk people?: NO!!!!! Have more than 200 buddies on your Buddy List?: No Have dial-up internet?: No! Have AOL?: No! Know HTML?: No Have a GPA higher than 3.9?: No Get H's in honors classes?: No * Music * Do you listen to Rap?: Yes R & B?: Yes Blues and/or Jazz?: No Classical?: No Pop?: No Country?: FUCK NO! Emo/Scremo?: HELL YEAH!!!!! Heavy Metal?: YES! Christian?: No Techno?: No Reggae?: Yes Broadway Musical songs?: NO! Oldies?: NO!!!! * In A Boyfriend/Girlfriend * Hair color?: Black Eye color?: Any Tattoos?: Don't matter Piercings?: Don't matter Favorite Music?: Don't care Style of clothing?: Emo Body Type?: Anything but fat Personality or Looks?: Personality Would you go out with someone just for their money?: NEVER!!!! Do you go on "Pity Dates"?: NO!!!!!!! Does size matter?: Hmmm no....unless they're migets Do they have to be popular?: NO! Does the guy ask the girl or the other way around?: Don't matter Where do you go on the first date?: I don't know Kiss on the first date?: Yes Sex on the first date?: Yes * Right Now * Do you think you look good right now?: No Are you eating something?: No Are you drinking something?: No Are you IMing anyone?: No Are you talking on the phone with someone?: Yes Are you talking face to face with someone?: No Is anyone at your house who doesn't live there?: No What song are you listening to?: Nothing What are you watching on TV?: Nothing What other websites do you have open?: Buzznet Why are you taking this survey?: I don't know! Where are you going to post it?: On buzznet What are you going to do after this?: I don't know * What do you Believe? * Do you believe in ghosts?: Yes The afterlife?: Yes Aliens?: No God?: Yes The devil?: Yes Heaven?: Yes Hell?: Yes Scientology?: No Hinduism?: No Buddhism?: No Christianity?: Yes Taoism?: No Judism?: No Jesus?: Yes Nothing?: Yes Reincarnation?: Huh? Yourself?: No * Randoms * Have you been on an airplane before?: Yes Where were you going?: America & Poland Have you been to another country?: Yes Have you ever went to another country with your friends?: Yes Have you ever partied in another country?: Yes Have you ever went on a roadtrip with your friends?: No Ever stayed online more than 10 hours straight?: Yes Pretended to like someone just to get popular?: No Talked about someone behind their back?: No Had someone talk about you behind your back?: Yes Been in a fight online?: Yes Been in a fight face to face?: Yes Gotten yourself involved in a fight that wasn't about you?: Yes Been called a bitch?: Yes Been called a slut/whore?: No Been to Australia?: No Do you like snakes?: No Ever cried to get your own way?: No Ever broken a bone?: Yes Ever had to stay in the hospital for more than a week?: Yes Ever had serious surgery?: Yes Ever looked a porn online?: Yes Ever went to one of those "adult" stores?: No Ever bought clothes at Walmart?: No Ever gotten clothes from the Salvation Army?: No! Ever paid more than 100 dollars for a pair of jeans?: Yes Ever been on stage for any reason?: Yes Ever been in a play?: No Ever been in a choir?: No Ever been in a band?: Yes Do you play, or used to play, an instrument?: Yes I play an intrusment Gotten a Brazilian Bikini Wax?: No Waxed your eyebrows?: No Waxed your legs?: No Cut yourself shaving?: Yes Have you ever died?: Yes Was this survey an good at all?: NO! What time is it right now?: 11:50 pm Take this survey | Find more surveys | MySpace Surveys
Bzoink - The Original Survey Site]]> Buzznet xxreignxofxfirexx 2007-03-24T20:57:56Z <![CDATA[I Give Up]]> http://xxreignxofxfirexx.buzznet.com/user/journal/140739/i-give-up/ I can't take it anymore with bitches trying to take all of my lovers away from my heart.....here's a poem that I found scary...

The ones that say that they wouldn't let anyone take them away and sticks to a certain orientation is always the ones that get targeted anyways...

The quiet ones that seems not to care either doesn't care for you or they actually do but cannot express the feelings they have within their heart....

And the ones that feel insecure about themselves with such low self-esteem that feels like losers and get picked on and life gets harder and harder for them like me will always die in the end for all the tragic memories...

The one day you lose your lover for being a victim of someone else's heart, your lover that is awfully hurt and suicidal will appear in your dreams 5 times in 7 days and 24 hours....

Things are closer than they appear so when the are dead, and you think they're 20in. away from you....when they're actually 1in. right behind you....

And if they forgive you, they will smile at you and hope the best for you and make you cry and miss them more....

And the ones that don't forgive you because their hear is broken way beyond anything will make sure that you suffer pain and show up everywhere and out of 7 days only 2 days they will look like they're actually alive and out of the 7 days minus the 2 will equals 5, they will look the way they died....

When you give up it's like you're dying at the same time....

 

This is how I feel, I always feel that I'm dying and I hate scaring the people that I love, & out of my 4 lovers, only 1 got a chance to hear my voice & was lucky enough to talk to me on the phone for 9 hours...which was awesome. Hey look you may get sick of me....all of you but if I love you, I don't need other people calling you baby or keep hitting on you or asking you to date them or saying that they love you like real love.....it annoys me...

 

And you know what I see it a lot on (emolovers) Jake's page, and he isn't doing anything about it....hey Jake I really need to talk to you some day on the phone, and I need you to give me that opportunity to call you....it's really getting on my nerves with those bitches...I'm sorry just one day I'm gonna not care anymore and hurt myself again and again...I know you said you aren't cheating on me but those girls make me feel that you are, and if you can't handle the problem then I will, I will make them wish that they were dead, I will make my older sister make death spells one them, and I will kill myself afterwards and you'll be even more hurt than how you are.

 

Same goes for Hassana, Britney, & Jake (xxemojakexx).

 

Well I gotta go now to throw up all my guts out & Jake (emolovers) & Britney (punkymunky2126) you two know why....

And by the way, this is for everyone.....if you see my pics of me looking skinny, don't you fucking dare tell me to gain some weight or tell me that I need to gain weight or eat! It's rude & disrespectful! It makes me feel that I'm hated because I'm told that at my house & everywhere I go! *cries* so please try to respect me please? I respect you so where's my reward in this role?

]]> Buzznet xxreignxofxfirexx 2007-03-23T03:11:00Z <![CDATA[If You Know Jaydenn]]> http://xxreignxofxfirexx.buzznet.com/user/journal/132327/if-know-jaydenn/

Jaydenn has aids that's killing him....and he was told that he could die at 17, 18, 19 or 20 but it has gotten worse and he was told yesterday that he'll die when he's 17 unless he gets surgery...and he said he's not getting surgery cause he said he changed his mind because he saw Drake leaving Devon a note saying "I love you too!!!!!!" and he got so pissed that he said he's signing in soon and telling everyone that he's leaving buzznet and he's gonna die by killing himself.....we don't know when...so we cling to him everywhere he goes...and he's not eating no more...he's drinking everyday and every minute...and he doesn't care who's gonna be hurt...and he mentioned when he was drunk that he's breaking up with Devon and Drake so those two can have each for themselves without him getting in the way.....and he hates Drake...he's just upset at Devon but he's all over Drake like he wants to kill him or something...he was drunk but even when he's not drunk he mentions death all the time...and how he wants his coffin to look like....I swear that Jaydenn has changed and he seems so selfish...the only person he'd listen to to do them a favor is Brittney.........that's what he said...he'll listen my sister Brittney, and if you want, you can talk to him here but I'm warning you he's not drunk now but he might not believe anything you say....and my sister might not say anything cause she wants to die too...

 

Now don't go killing yourselves or I'll take my life too. And if I ever find out you hurt yourselves then I'm shooting myself.

~Tristain

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